bread and butter.

2007-01-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

i need sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.just got home. it gets really unhealthy for me to have insufficient sleep. it shows it allll on my face. luckily pansy had last minute group meeting. i wouldn't be able to make it on time to meet her even if i forgo my work.really think i am superwoman. i check status of applications. and today, it was 936. with the help of others of course. i would prolly still be stuck

2007-01-22T09:29:00.000+08:00

on the spur of the moment, i cabbed down to meet my two pansies! (: although it was realllly impromptu and was close to midnight already. those few hours, they really cheered up my night alot.hur, panda pansy lost nine games straight.okay mood was a little swingy. bad and white explains it all.

2007-01-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

and today i asked,S: so did you miss me this entire week?E: no.S: huh, so sad case ah.E: but it felt weird not messaging you for two days.S: yay. (:sometimes it is good to ask questions like this. makes my life a little more exciting. boost myself abit. hahahaa.

2007-01-21T10:32:00.000+08:00

for sundays, most maids will have their deserved off-days.this particular sunday, maid stef goes to this particular house to do packing and cleaning up. how hardworking. hur.

2007-01-20T12:54:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden, i miss my two pansies. ):panda pansy.kid pansy.sneaks of my workspace.as you can see, it is not even a cubicle type of workspace.the flavor of life, faintly burning pain.

2007-01-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

i am darn looking forward to the weekends.so work started this week. and since i am not even given a proper working table, i am poor thing. made friends, worked hard (include OTs please) and rewarding myself well enough. diet wise. lol. hmm my job scope is to check various status(es) of applications (creditcards), deliverygirl and what others my colleagues are going to throw at me.great, my mum

2007-01-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

i hope rainy days are no longer emo days for one i know.2007 is a happy year, yes?

2007-01-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

lazing around at home doing some reading, sites viewing, warming up myself with a cup of hot tea and packing is definitely what i do best. i can just stay home for a month without going out. don't have to spend money also. even better during saving-money days.i sit at home, roof under my head and giggling at those who forgets to bring umbrella with them during rainy days. HAHA. rainy days goes

2007-01-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

cosy weather, k-lunch, countless chingchong songs, honey green tea made my tuesday. i posted that it was my mum's big day yesterday not knowing today IS the ninth of january. i got the day all screwed up.urgh,as though i am not blur enough.

2007-01-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

as long as the sun will rise.today ninth january is my good ol' mum's big day. and i nearly forgotten all about it. how could i. i have not been quite a filial daughter. some may know that 2006, was one of my worst year, and so was hers.this year, everything is going to change, for the better of course.this whole morning, i have been deep thinking about random thoughts. i have been gradually

2007-01-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

now my mind starts to linger around....1. porkchop rice2. yami yoghurt3. honey green tea4. haagen hazs' strawberry cheesecake5. tako pachi6. cupcakes(give me x2 of all the above and ill be the best behaved girl you will ever meet.)how am i gonna sleep like this?!(pleasecheckoutthewordgluttonallwrittenonthisface.)i am really not a glutton you know. i just have a greater amount

2007-01-04T10:05:00.000+08:00

it's been a tough yesterday. i have never felt more humiliated than before.now, all i need is a decision to decide which path is that i want to take. weigh the things up and down and see if they are really of value.at the moment, i'll just continue with the brain twist...

2006-12-31T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDDDDY. (although you might not be reading this)i salute your alcohol tolerance level.

2006-12-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

my new year resolution that is so fresh.i just want to be less lazy and more hardworking. other unncessary issues can wait.please let 2007 be one of my lovely year.

2006-12-20T15:46:00.000+08:00

yayness. the sun is out.pluh-lease just let me pass. macro i dont want to love you anymore. let our relationship end today! ohh one more lawwww and im going to the cruise cruise cruise, how about you you youuu.two more days stefanie, work hard and press on. just like ammelie mention.

2006-12-17T16:08:00.000+08:00

the week at kl was not actually what i predicted.food was as predicted, fantastic. hotel was alrrright. shopping was, horrible. they have bugis street fashion so it was quite difficult to get basically anything decent. shops close around singapore time so we were quite free every night. without internet connection in the hotel was horror. even dad who brought his laptop did no help. it rained

2006-12-11T08:40:00.000+08:00

goodbye for a week.i'm approximately leaving the house in ten minutes. heading to Golden Mile Complex for coach and hello KL!oh shit, i am having tummyache now.BYE.

2006-12-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

TELL ME WHY I SO CLEVER OOOOONE.can pass advance theory. emily kept saying why me this shitface can pass.HOHOHOHO. now, just let me pass my tp one time tooo and i'll be the happiest girl on earth!ohh, kenneth you can get me present from BKK okayyy. don't break my heart hoh.

2006-12-07T11:19:00.000+08:00

aiyoooooooooo.furnise has left for BKK this morning. so happy for her! to be finally travelling and shopping like madness there. hahah. so sweet of her, to call last night while packing to see if i want anything besides my bday and xmas present. and on the day she returns, i will be embarking on my KL trip. how saaaaad. when i return, carol will be going BKK. (provided she is free from supps of

2006-12-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

heart and its matters.i realised that people may just live a street away but are actually miles away. their lives may never cross ever again. they may eventually give up and let life lead its way. whatever scars been planted could never be lasered. even if you regret, it will not rewind anything. when life is at busy times, things could easily be cast away, neglected. but when everything settles,

2006-12-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

oh dear.i have this craving for popeyes. how? boooo.only wonderful matter is my bonding with my brother. yet quarrelled today. (:

2006-12-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

nine days since i blogggggged.YAY! holidays are hereeee. just let me pass just let me pass just let me pass and graduate pleasepleaseplease.yesterday, emily and i went The Cathy and popped by the museum. and we saw the old-school tickets! wonderful.furnise, dont you just wish to get your hands on them? haha. i do.its funny how people draw heads so much bigger than the whole body.preeetty lights

2006-11-24T13:05:00.000+08:00

i almost forgot, my dearest brotherrrrrr has a blog!yes, a blog i mentioned. go support him aye. hes dying to have more links and comments on his blog. he even linked emily. hurhur.(just a click away!)its free publicity for you shaun. you owe me one.p.s. for the last time, YOU ARE BENG.

2006-11-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

Spinning: Lifehouse - Sick Cycle Carouselthe tv mobile advertisement is annoying the shiiiiit out of me. why cant they just advertise with substance. today, i sat in front of the comp the evening and, my evilgranny watched tv from four thirty all the way till after the ten o'clock news, which is around ten thirty. which also means that she watched news twice.i do not understand why is she

2006-11-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

give me a break please.dozing off during bus trips are my boosters for worn out days. today's dozing off was much needed. but i got people who are just this inconsiderate.first, i get call from mummy asking me my whereabouts and refuse to put down the phone. secondly after i dozed off again, this indian lady with her friends and their kids just had to communicate loudly. uuuurggghh. and her

2006-11-16T02:30:00.000+08:00

the wind that is blowing, is chilly.i want to sleep. i really want to sleep. i really really desperately wish to jump to bed.only after law article summary is donnnnne. weekends are not coming pleasantly even. presentation is on saturday. revisions, presentations and projects submissions. oh boyyyyyyyyy.STEF DON'T SIDETRACK IF YOU WANT TO SLEEP AYE!

2006-11-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

still reminds me.i have this soft spot for dogs. long years without having contact with dogs made me fear them. but once i snuggle one within my arms, they simply have the magic to light up my day. oh boy. if it wasnt because of my brother had contracted asthma, i would never have given away Silky despite having him for only barely few months. i wonder if he is still alive and whether my dad's

2006-11-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

remember remember the fifth of november.i couldnt believe it but i just realised that i watched V for Vendetta on sunday. the date was precisely fifth november.too much of a coincidence, as always.cheer up tsy. ninth november is gone, tenth is here. sunshine is gonna be shining at you real soon. you will feel anew and loved. ((:

2006-11-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

i stand alone in situations like these.when, even the largest amount of rest is unable to beat my fatigation.i need help.or you will be visiting my funeral very soon.

2006-11-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

get busy.nine more days before my maid returns. i am not grumbling, my mum is. she has been the diligent one doing almost everything except cooking and cleaning. too much outside food is making me puke. home cooked food pleaseeee. i am relying on fruits occasionally, living a healthy way at least.work has officially become part of my life besides studies. at least it is till end nov? upcoming

2006-10-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

i am so emo and depressed that i feel like committing suicide.I HATE SIM. my hard-earned, pathetic two days of term break and they want to have make-up class for business law. not friday but SATURDAY! who has class on saturdays except SIM. idiots they are.it was not our fault the lecturer fell ill. no reason to take away our precious holiday for your make-up lesson. feeling so frustrated now! i

2006-10-24T11:51:00.000+08:00

do you know what a bonnet is?i clearly had no idea. till emily told me.hari raya is boring, since i have to stay home and revise for a test tomorrow. my brother has gone out, my mum is heading out for wedding dinner in the evening and my dad, i dont know what he is up to. so, i am the only one with no programs at all. nothing to do, nothing to do, nothing to do at all. cept study.[ half hour ago,

2006-10-20T15:47:00.000+08:00

furnise, i know you do love me. that eccentric me. turns you on that much.<3

2006-10-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

GOSH, I CAN REALLY PUT UP A BRAVE FRONT.driving sucks big time today. i was barely focusing on the road. just glad i did not cause or get into any accidents. so the whole afternoon was emo-day. pedicure while waiting for mum to end work was plain. one half hours past as though it was fifteen minutes.why do i have school tomorrow?! darn tired and restless for school. i have been feeling drowsy

2006-10-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

spinning: Goo Goo Dolls - Irissun me up, make me sun-kissed.sixteen hours of sunday sleep is dope. simply heavenly. tomorrow, i will be able to reach school on time without any hassle.my disgusting shopping habit goes online even. staying home is supposed to make me richer because i abstain from going out and slash my card. doesnt seem like it at all. and i really need to start saving. regardless

2006-10-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

those grey skies seems to be making me aware of ____________.emily is currently enjoying her vacation in Japan while i torture myself here in hazy island.that aside, all thanks to kenneth who brought me to Esplanade for Da:ns Festival this evening. all i can comment about is that, i did not regret heading out despite the heavy lungs pollution and hothothot weather. livejams at its peak. bolly

2006-10-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

ever wondered what went wrong?and whether you actually place any importance in someone?well, i did. and seriously, i am wondering right at this instance.

2006-10-08T17:00:00.000+08:00

cotton cottony cotton fields. how flurry.one terrible week of school just ended. what more? four days of patrick o' brien just couldnt get any worse. this current class actually took his freezing cold jokes as though it is FUNNY. no one in eleventh intake even cringe a single bit at his jokes.what else can i say? i just want two months to pass smoothly so that i can look forward to 2007.

2006-10-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

starhaze cinema? dear miss E,i just do not understand why do you have to bully a little harmless girl all the time? today, you even stole her miserable piece of pork chop. she is already so skinny. just spare her would you please. free lantern from our friendly neighbour! glee. hazy hazy singapore. thankyou anyway miss E, for watching Tokyo Drift with me despite hating to watch action pack movies

2006-10-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

spinning: Phil Collins - Another Day In Paradisethink once, think twice, think thrice.on the way back from grandmother's place, my bus stopped beside another double deck bus. there i see.shrugs, i just felt that action endearing. that pure, innocent love during secondary school times. no smooches and hugging going on. just pure affection actions towards one another. awww, that just warmth up my

2006-10-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

selfish people tend to have problems with their self; character.school has been bland. groupmates were jovial bunch. i need to be focus with school and stop procrastinating or side-tracking. for now, all i can comment is that my current new class is getting on my nerves in each and every possible way. those bias eyes and "active participation". tsk.anyway, yesterday was brother's birthday! had a

2006-10-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

those pain, relieved.october is here. that means school starts monday. boooo. have to restrict on late nights already then.yesterday night celebrated eugene and huiying's birthday at partyworld. last part of the celebration was fabulous! healtheworld, Y-M-C-A and dongjie. haaa. (:basically, i do sundays the relax way. woke up at noon, mummy's pancakes for breakfast, revised(yes i studied!),

2006-09-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

give you chucks of muddymudpies.monday, lian and i went korean mart and got junks. we spent closed to fortyfive mins before paying for our purchases. woo, that was fun.my basket. hers.red market plastic bags only means, unglam.while waiting for idols, we had fun with the webcam!that heart was for Jonathan.end note:we still love you Jonathan! kisses and smooches. hahahahaa.

2006-09-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

the breeze knocked me out.it started pouring when sally and i were in the sentosa bus to siloso. we decided to pop by new 4D Magix whatever for some entertainment. was just so-so. but reward as the rain stopped and we were off to be baked. this trip was prolly my first time lingering around sentosa till late.after dinner, we went up to the two huts opposite palawan for a sneak. instead, we fell

2006-09-24T13:38:00.000+08:00

let people bloom. my ever favourite. yanyan. (:lian is coming over for idols. am gonna pick her up from work and grab lotsa junks for tonight. Jonathan you better perform at your best and win! dont give Hady any chance to defeat you.

2006-09-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

Anberlin: One Day Late (Acoustic)So let me get this straightSay now you love me all alongWhat made you hesitateTo tell me in words what you really feelI can see it in your eyesYou mean all of what you sayI remember so long agoSee, I felt the same wayNow we both have spearate lives and lovers (and lovers)Insignificantly enough we both have significant othersOnly time will tellTime will turn and

2006-09-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

oh baby, you're my sexbomb.settled for tomorrow. when i finally get myself out of home, i make numerous plans going all around singapore. hopefully i be a little more diligent and get my arse down to harbourfront to repair my camera. however, the thought of sentosa/harbourfront is soooo faraway. i cant even get myself to go for a swim just a breeze ten mins walk from home. yes, i am that

2006-09-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

cheena yet ohsomeaningful songs resoundingly playing on itunes.see how we havoc babyroom.say hello to chaos.

2006-09-17T14:16:00.000+08:00

M: "stef.. wanna make pancakes later for high tea?"S: "do i look like a cook to you? maybe two years ago but now..."M: "you look like a piece of fat meat to me."HAHAHAHAHAHA.my mother.she wants me to write this, that she just came back from Sentosa for the Terry Fox Run. and she forced me to be proud of her. healthy ehhhhh?MAYBE NOT. just check out her unhealthy eating habits. she bought

2006-09-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

screw myself.my mum's disappointment got me even more depressed. bid farewell to higher education till then. it's still monday to saturday, daily lectures. what kind of mood should i get myself in to watch 'Forbidden City' with mummy tomorrow? i really have no idea.there goes my HK trip in november. sigh.what could get any worse?

2006-09-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

spinning: Jessica Simpson - Walkin' Round In A Circle this weekend.pleasant, breezy and after-rain weather non-aircon bus rides after school makes one light-hearted. with the Miss Suba for company. mummy was naughty again. this time, she bought sinfully muffins! and im here to tempt all of youuuuu.check out the chunky oreo bits! you all are my breakfast tomorrow. gonna devour alll of youu! -evil

2006-09-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

dear carol,the sole reason i am heading to zouk tonight is, you.despite having quarrelled with my mum upteen times about late night outs.see you all in a while.

2006-09-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

water me dry.i found out something unhealthy about myself. ive been junking alot. way too much till it is making me fear of myself. my appetite just grew within weeks. no, days. and this calls for: eeeeww.pictures of friday's outing! as you can see, emoly cant bring out the shades style as well as jac. she's better off with specs la. hehee. miss endlicheri.cherilyn came along after. birdie joined

2006-09-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

edits @ 2014. Sofia Coppola is hotttt. i have this thing for ladies wearing such. -------------------make the cheese out of you.so emoly and i went for private sale at taka. topshop/topman/warehouse/dorothyperkins/missselfridge/karenmiller/BCBGmaxazria/nike seventy percent sale. yesterday was the last day so we figured that there wouldnt be much to grab. indeed. she bought this red shorts despite

2006-09-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

simply wednesday.wahahaha. driving here i come!so these three days of holiday has been great.monday: emilytuesday: class chalettoday: audreythursday: audreyfriday: emilysaturday: mum perhapssunday: familyyyand i have to start preparing for my sup papers. before i fail all again.

2006-09-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

let your hair down and sleeeeep.after one night of mere sleep and businesslaw last less-than-twelve-hours revision at adams road, i had exams and my lunch and i slept for twenty over hours. applause stef. you just proved to yourself once again, you're turning into a fat arse. tsk tsk. all the unhealthy behaviours.today was relax mood. more procrastination, just refuse to get started with imec.

2006-08-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

my way of relieving stress is to munchmuch. food food yummyumm. (:

2006-08-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

the emo cucumber.i feel grounded. anywhere considered outside would be the house gate. randomness, i feel pathetic each time during exam periods. there i receive calls from emilylian that she is out in town and found much desired clothings and here i stay home and pout.my mum just came back loaded with my gifts the most, as usual. lingeries, one tee and spags of three different colour. she claims

2006-08-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

my mum left me all alone stressed up with exams while she went enjoying herself at KL.i am going to get started straight after this post and EMILY TSY, stop calling me out till my exams are over. you are a bad influence. fancy asking me to go over to your candyhouse and study while you surf net, eat chips and watch telly. PFFFFFT. ill devote my time to you after my exams are over alrrighhhht.so

2006-08-21T16:13:00.000+08:00

EMILY TSY, PRETTY LIKE ANYTHINGGGG !

2006-08-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

let the visuals do the storytelling. thursday, "breakup" date. saturday, wenling's bday party. sunday, she forced me out just cause she doesnt want to go home after a lunch buffet in the afternoon. poor meeeee.she, emilytsy. neither can the both of us believe that we have seen each other thrice already this week. too much to digest for the week. plus, we always have impromptu dates. luckily she

2006-08-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

(click to enlarge!)"AH LIAN PLEASE, FAINT HEARTED CANNOT BE YOUR FRIEND I TELL YOUEVERYTIME MUST PREPARE NOT TO HAVE HEART ATTACK."emily emily.

2006-08-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

Cynthia Steffe gray flannel dress. i want youuuuuu!maybe it's the lasered lace on the sleeves and hem of the overskirt, which is so girly and dainty combined with the serious gray flannel.

2006-08-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

eat me.today's heavy pour grounded me home for half hour. halfway down to school and was told i am no longer needed to head down for project. arrrrgghhhhhhh. headed down anyways. blarrdy wasted my time the whole afternoon just to head for east side late afternoon(and avoid home).so i had noel for company the whole afternoon and she was funnybanana. kept conversing me about diet diet diet that now

2006-08-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

im feeling blue-y. spread of chunkypeanutbutter for the soul then.what better way of relieving stress by simply gorging yourself with lotsa lost love. junk snacks that were once unappetising became mini delicacies over the night. maid is nowhere to be found till evening and the house has barely anything edible. sundays are starving-stefanie days, sadly. where all i yearn for right now is to have

2006-08-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

oldgrandmotherstory.i return home each day with a clotted mind. exhausted and doze off in bed without changing. three more weeks, three more weeks. just three more weeks of hell. hang in there. ohh, MOSQUITO wu.i spent National Day with my notes. boooo.met her last min. how fit indeed she looks in that baggy exercise pants. hurhur.all ready for NDP finale!so, this is how i look like with bigger

2006-08-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

ferris wheels and happiness. hmm...

2006-08-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

desperate times calls for desperate measures.one more hour to daddy's birthday and we are going on family outing outing outing! after my school that is, which is five o'clock. terrible time to end school. neither here nor there.projects are one third completed, tests are barely over and my bridging exam is on lovely 14th. hurhur.mini retail therapy at Jaybee trip seemed longlong time ago. another

2006-08-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

for murder, sex is the foreplay and violence is the climax.i cannot believe it, my university officially started today. i am an undergrad now. how spine-chilling yet awesome it seems. i know i know, each one of you still regard me as that silly, childish, a dimwit(drey's nick for me).GROW UP STEF. randomness, i decided to intro you guys to my cutiee china classmates. Yating, cutest china girl ive

2006-07-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

weekend obsession.on the way to cross the custom. saturdays are long waiting days at the M'sia custom. few of the many pairs we were busy trying. our lovely tour guide, huiying.old school McDonalds.the coolcool poster store. steamboaaat! after all those seafood and endless orders, it is still soo cheap. one person only had to pay sing 14bucks. wooo.reached home at midnight after several changing

2006-07-28T08:42:00.000+08:00

friday funfair.im full of activites todayyyy. project meeting at desiree's soon before meeting jac, regina and some other(s) for late night rendezvous. my hard earned term break and i am barely enjoying myself.furnise said this last night. "see you in Malaysia." :Di realised! my neighbourhood is prettty wealthy. gorgeous automobiles parked at block foot waiting to be driven. you might just see me

2006-07-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

read my expression. STRESSSSS.i am counting down to saturday. GREAT MALAYSIA SALE HERE I COME! (: the only thing i anticipate, term breeeakkk.

2006-07-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

flexi shoes i bought on impulse.all set for our walk. blurred library.furnise and i were gaga-ing over him. oh Fei Xiang!each time i pass by the carpark, there will definitely be at least one m'sian car. today, it was Proton's Myvi. Honda Jazz lookalike and it is also carol's car model. her's in apple green and she's hell proud of it.my neighbourhood has the coolest chinese temple. it looks so

2006-07-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

i have a friend name melonhead.from today's papers."i think every decade has an iconic blonde. like Marilyn Manroe or Princess Diana. and right now, i am that icon." by Paris Hilton.she dare declare herself as an iconic blonde. Marilyn Manroe and Princess Diana are so much maidenly and true. one word to describe her: unchaste. well maybe she is suitable for sex icon. i remembered few years back,

2006-07-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

familiarise yourself once again.just this evening, i casually took drey's weighting scale and decided to weigh. OMG, I GAINED WEIGHT! TWO KILOGRAMS. that is not a good sign because my fats do not usually grow at the appropriate places. it grows on the TUMMY. urgh, it is disgusting me.immediately after that, 85 we went and sinfully devoured chicken wings and otah. to add on, ice-cream for dessert.

2006-07-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

couldnt resist for a last update before hell(school).furnise told me something juicy over the phone in the evening. THE GREAT MALAYSIA SALE STARTS 21JULY! imagine usual half-priced items with further further discount. oh i just cant wait. although it might not be as cheap as Bangkok, will just make do! we are gonna save save save starting tomorrow.HAHAHAHAHA. all set for retail therapy!several

2006-07-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

being all dainty.i am miserable without having my maid around. so i have to resort to cold banana nut crunch till dinner. even though brunch was yummy mac hotcakes. (:i hate going out with Claudine! WHY? because each time, she will bring me to Nine West and get me hooked up with costly heels even if i wait for their staff sale. cant believe Dine and I actually managed to persuade Jaysher to ride

2006-07-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

morning madness fright. tell me what crosses your mind whenever you see roses.yearning for a king size bed with freaking lots of cushies, pillows and comforters! for me to roll on my bed and feel like a princess. i am still in the process of transforming my super single to a queen and gradually a KING. wahahaha. but that all has to be cautiously strategised in order for Mdm Sng to give the green

2006-07-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

first five days of school; madness. and i cant even rest on saturdays.i am sooo tired. lacking of sleep since school started. literally dragging myself out of bed every morning. and i have yet reach school since day two timely. although i am always earlier than furnise and carol. haa.my eyes are puffing up like Mr goldfish, FACIAL pleaseee! and i still have to wait for two more weeks before i am

2006-07-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

i am a young and immature diploma student.school is starting in eleven hours exact. OMG. tell me i still have months of holiday waiting for me please. sigh forget it. be superwoman, endure two months of morning to night timetable and i will enjoy in the future. ENDURE ENDURE.and i went Rochester in the end. simply sweeeet. where we watched Germany vs Argentina. my mum actually brought kueh lapis

2006-07-01T02:35:00.000+08:00

thankyou for the bouquet of flowers.

2006-06-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

i am feeling so sleepy despite sleeping for a whole thirteen half hours.my mom was so comical. she called half hour after i woke up telling me if i had continue snoring my hours away in bed, she will have to get my maid to check if im still alive. she was just too shocked i actually slept for 2375692375 hours. heh.june is coming to an end and i am sooo not ready to start school. i think i need

2006-06-29T17:32:00.000+08:00

28Jun06 its bonding time. we bite! lol. cafe we lurvve. i look red. Elvis; chocolate banana with peanut butter topping. yumm! can you see banana slices at the bottom? Cloud Nine; coconut with cream cream topping. mom's fav. mom's latte and my hot chocolate. and we were back in school for classes in the NIGHT. she is always in her own world. check out the difference in eye size.29Jun06 i was

2006-06-29T14:20:00.000+08:00

TELL ME FINANCE IS TOTALLY FCUKED UP.bloody lecturer. so much for her revision class and tips, she can go kiss my beep big time. okay, so now i have five exam subjects to take and seven subject lectures to attend in a week. i might as well make clementi road my house now.before i left home this morning, i assured my evilgranny that her operation is very safe, everything will be alright and that

2006-06-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

tooo hell i miss MY JEANIE HUNNY!as simple as a meet up. as simple as the sweetest girlfriend. as simple as we heart each other. as simple as she is also so understanding.as simple as that.i have to admit my photography skills arent as great as before.poor photography skills once more.i am not quite ready to start my bridging night classes tomorrow. i havent had enough fun yet! bleah. i need a

2006-06-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

weather looks fab. going to bronze alittle and head down to town for that pair of gorgeous heels furnise and i have been eyeing. she's jealous im getting it first. haa.weekend was pleasant. although i was ill, lacked of sleep and woke up so early just to queue endless hours STANDING for my university payment stuffs.on a lighter note, i got myself a pair of black skinny pants from MNG at half

2006-06-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

my evilgranny is pissing me off, seriously.since thursday, she kept calling everyone she knows she's going to be admitted into Singapore General Hospital on the 29th. there is like one more week to call? so anxious for what. urgh.her operation is a hundred percent safe and she's making a woohaa as though chances of her surviving is minimum. complained to my maid i always talk on the phone for too

2006-06-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

okay just another day before, "hello last semester!"total quality management was good, hopefully ill pass. after tomorrow, ill enjoy as hard and stop bothering about my school since when july starts, i have to handle my bridging course, my last semester subjects and prepare for my university.wonder when did i stopped watching television. it seems ever since secondary school. except for korean

2006-06-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

Dear, I fear we're facing a problemYou love me no longer, I knowAnd maybe there is nothing that I can do to make you doMama tells me I shouldn't botherThat I ought to stick to another manA man that surely deserves me, but I think you doSo I cry, and I pray, and I begLove me, love me, say that you love meFool me, fool me, go on and fool meLove me, love me, pretend that you love meLeave me, leave

2006-06-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

things that do not go my way.i feel at peace when i meet up with friends, mummy and do things that i indulge in. however, the very next day i witness things around me that brings my mood down. examples like my results, my mom and of course an bike accident i witnessed this afternoon.furnise carol and i witnessed how the biker fell, stood and walked to the pathway and kept fidgeting i think cause

2006-06-18T13:18:00.000+08:00

i woke up this morning to bathe.condition my awful hair, honey scrub-ed myself, foot fizz(soak) and foot scrub. just felt the urge to cleanse myself hard. although i went for facial and body scrub just thursday.just a while ago, my mom got into my nerves again.first, she demanded on payment receipt for my univeristy school fees. i couldnt find it and she started on her screamings and huge eyes.

2006-06-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

FCUK FCUK FCUK i am fcuking stress.initially everything was alright. results were out, i aint happy about it. neither was my mom. she has been pushing me since thursday night with all the scoldings and naggings, repeating over and over again. i know i did not do well, i am really very upset with myself. i knew the scolding was coming, never did i predict such harsh words coming out from you. and

2006-06-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

things i do when i am in a extremely foul mood.1. overtake people while walking2. use the stairs3. eat The Natural Confectionary Co unBEARable sour sugar gummies4. things that embarrass myself, esp when with furnise and carol.5. taking senseless pictures of everything6. grow fat7. talk loudly8. sulk while listening to my Mr Bombay ipod.9. tease couples around esplanade areas.10. sing in public

2006-06-14T09:07:00.000+08:00

like her usual self my mum comes to my room, touch things here and there, drop things, talk loudly, woke me up and hit my head when i scolded her 'san ba' cause she was not supposed to be my alarm clock.she was supposed to wake my brother up, but not me as well pleaseee.so woke up at seven-thirty, was deciding what to wear for later and i was in the mood of packing my closet. esp when my maid

2006-06-13T11:38:00.000+08:00

im still waiting for sally's phone call to get my butt of my house.i lost my Islander card! my mom and i searched high and low but just couldnt find it. where could it be? i clearly saw it in my wallet few times ago.. anyway, i will have to pay ten bucks for replacement. ARGH.oh she just called and im all ready to set off. plus i get a starbucks drink from her. sun looks like her usual self and

2006-06-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

i had my worst bath ever, in my bathroom.i bathed like what women bathe in 1960s. bathing by scooping water from a pail. my shower's faulty, no one wants to fix a new shower. my dad is too obsessed with World Cup, my mum i dont know how she can take it cause i literally felt like crying while showering. AND my maid, she simply cant be bothered.i ask myself if i am that poor, to have to bathe in

2006-06-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

to my dearest chocolate pill,the stat counter had been inserted already.hope you like it.and hope you bought L word season 3 for me.i lovefy youuuuu..love,beachbunny

2006-06-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

exams are over but im not glad at all.i hate myself now. i hate it when i regret not being able to do something earlier. this usually happens during exam period. i struggle so badly to try and make it for the next semester. BUT i can never learn. whenever God gave me a chance, i abused it. time and time again i failed myself, my parents and God. oh please shoot me.i am so upset i feel like crying

2006-05-28T14:12:00.000+08:00

my dearest brother is playing Dota in the other room and im on the other room, not able to playy! mooooofoooo.my mother's indulging in her korean series and im trying to blog without being caught. i really hate her screams. it can get so deafening.*edits at 1837//yes, i got caught and am back now. ive been eating porridge for the weekend and am going have another round later. my maid cooked A

2006-05-25T12:06:00.000+08:00

this is for you.would everything be alright for you?i know those scars are there deeply implanted.i feel such heavy chest upon me.my heart bleeds but message has to be brought acrossso that i do not find you drowning me.i longed for that love which was clearly disappearing as time passed.would you be able to once again find those things i am seeking for?things that were so endearing are only done